Once Upon A Choice

Once upon a choice I woke up and saw Absolute Beauty and then decided to live within it.

Use me oh God, I stand for You, here abide as You show me all that I must be!

I am an instrument of service....a distribution of All that is Good!

Yes, something wonderful and glorious is happening within this vessel as this vessel right now!

I am declaring that 2011 will be  the Grandest Year for all creation.  And So It is!  And So I let it be....Amen

I am surrendering to all that is Peace, Love, Joy, Compassion, Humility, Kind-hearted and pure truth.  All hearts are pure when one awakens to the truth of I Am that I Am!

Love is All there is.  And So It Is...Amen!

Namaste
Rosa

Wonderful Vacation...Mother/Daughter trip

What a wonderful time spent with my daughter, Mawusi Afiya, on our road trip to South Carolina.  We had a beautiful time.  So much to recall so much to inhale!  God is so very good all the time through and as the I am that I am.  We crossed several states from Indiana, Kentucky, North Carolina to South Carolina.  What a lovely trip.  We stayed in a condo at Seabrook Island. Went to the beach on Saturday morning.  How wonderful.  I loved every second of this vacation.  What an education.

Met a beautiful man in Indianapolis.  We talked for 1 1/2 hours.  Very good conversation.  Still trying to recall who was the woman talking with him.  I truly did not recognize her.  It was Spirit all the way.  What a wonderful spend.  I would love to see and talk with him again.  In the meantime, I am letting it be.  It is All Good!  And So It is Amen!

I am sending light, love and peace to the little girl so she will recall that the life of others cannot be controlled by another.  This life journey is the way that it is.  I have not regretted one moment.  In some of the moments I did not understand what was going on, but ALL is Always in Divine Order.  We create all things that show up in Life.

Right now I am sitting in a position that is just a little uncomfortable, but I must see the underlying message for this vessel.  What is the clear message here?  Patience, Trust and is there something else....Great Divine?  If so, a revelation would clear the picture.

Teach me how to recall to live in the present moment only!

Loving you always, girlie!

What I Am Feeling Right Now!

Good Morning Lovely Lady:

What an interesting week this has been.  On Monday morning up and at it for attendance to the 7:28am Solstice celebration at my good friends home, The Braceys.  Now, I knew from Sunday that my car a/c went south on me.  I am thinking maybe it needs freon, but no, it needed so much more.  There is was blockage going on in the a/c.  When all repairs were done, by 5:30pm, the bill came to a grand total of $700.29.  OMG, why did this happen?  Rather than asking why this happened to me on my humanly budget, I have had to change to, What is the meaning of this incident?  What character of God is trying to emerge through me as me?

Knowing I did not want to place that amount on the card which is way over the limit I am comfortable with.  There is a deep meaning to what happened.  Where do I go from here?

Sometimes I ask myself, why me? this is not fair? where am I going to get the funds to pay for this?  When are more funds going to come in for me?  Why am I not having the number of closings that would take some of the heat off?  why am I not having closings every month?  did I wish to be out of a job to end up in a career that I do not get paid every month?  At times, I am totally confused on this God thing in being my provider.  I was not placed here to struggle, I came here to share my talents, gifts and skills with the world.  Does it not make it less stressful to do these things when one is comfortable in income.  The focus is "strong" on the things I agreed to do here rather than wondering when will be my next closing.  Yes, sometimes I take on the feelings of being a "victim."  Where do we go from here, Spirit?  Change your attention and focus on your intentions.

What must I become to realize that I am unlimited abundance, wealth, riches, and prosperity?  It has nothing to do with the dead presidents called "money" on the world level.  It is something way beyond and filled with greatness.  It is a knowing that I am all of the things I just said in this paragraph.  This is my vision to realize, to feel, know, understand, believe and receive all the gifts of the Universe.  That all these gifts are always available to me right now!  I am now calling them all forth into expression in this very moment!  And So It is...Amen.  I am speaking these words, but it must be an assurance and knowing that it is so!  Where do we go from here, Spirit through this vessel as this vessel?  I am waiting for the answer already within to surface to the center of my being!  And So It is.  And So I let it be!  Amen....

I must be having a change of consciousness because I am beginning to notice that situations are not strangling me as I once allowed them to.  I am seeing more of an observer from within, looking to the outside....

I had a great run on Thursday morning at 5:30am with a nice group of ladies who are in my run pace group.  Beautiful weather.  Sweet temperature!

Here we are at Friday, June 25, 2010.  Ms. Lula, Ms Brenda and I are taking a trip to the Dallas, TX area for Dan & Sherry son's wedding on Saturday.  We are leaving early Saturday morning.  This will be a good outing.  Yes, I must trust the great Divine.  There is nothing else.  Yes, I am placing my trust in the hands of the Creator of ALL things.  Everything is already in place and already done.  Embracing the Trust and Patience that I am whether I can see or not....God is All there is....  And So It Is....Amen.

Wipe the tears away.  Blow your nose.  Go out and cease the day!  I am Loving You Always!  Thank you, Grandmother, Rose...

The GREAT AWAKENING

Great Morning Lovely;

All is well with the Soul of this vessel.

After all this time, things are really beginning to gel.  Speaking things and being those things are two (2) different things.  I am sure I sound insane, but becoming insane to regain the  "sanity" was a must.  It is a beautiful journey even with the ups and downs because these are the teachers of this vessel.  How sweet!

Today I am choosing to embrace Love in "any form it shows up today." Yes, God is an awesome God It reigns from heaven to earth it lives within all things.  Yes, God is awesome.
Right on time.....Right on time....God is Always....Right on time!  I had to surrender in order to receive all the greatness that has Always been available to me.  Yes, oh Universe....thy are the who I Am.  Right here and Right Now!    Ooo  Wee!
Light and Love to all Creation.  May all your days be as beautiful as you create them.  Yes, I am  being Patient and Trusting all that is.
Life is unfolding in such a Perfect way.  Come forth into expression, Oh Life within this vessel.  I am welcoming all that You are within the vessel. And So It Is....And So I Let It Be!  AMEN....


Lovely day girlie!

Life is Worthy to Be Praised!

Hi Lovely Lady;

We have not talked in awhile.  In fact we have not spoken this year. There has been some wonderful things to emerge from within.  How glorious.

Mr. Gregory did come by and picked up his things he had at the house.  It was great to see him and I know he enjoyed being in the Presence.  From things that have occurred from January 2, to present date, April 12, I am letting life unfold in it's most perfect way.  Enough said in this area.

I am growing spiritual more and more each moment.  Sometimes I feel so alone, but in reality I know that I Am is never alone.  For I am all there is, was and will ever be.  Life is one big bed of roses with new ones emerging in every moment.  I am loving and living life to the fullest.  I am so glad to be here in this present moment.

Some of my learning experiences which brings in the recall of who I truly Am:

I went on vacation March 16-22 in Indianapolis to visit my daughter and her family.  Had a nice trip there and was so excited to see everyone, especially my sweet little granddaughter that had been longing to see me.  My second day there I decided it was time to really horn in on what is important.  I created a trip to the hospital.  While in the hospital realization showed up again in the form of what I call a "brain squeeze."  I embraced it and allowed it to help me recall what is truly important.  I Am all there is.  There is nothing else.

What the doctors said they found was dehydration, low sodium and low potassium.  This all birthed from the running.  Not drinking or eating enough.  I spent the night in the hospital and all things were good.  My greatest teaching is that I Am all there is.  "Patience" helps keep the soul.

For this challenge I received a hospital bill of $7,849.85.  My, man's greed to rip humanity is why things are as they are.  Only we can make the change.  There is nothing magical coming from the outside.  It is all within.

No one but I Am knew what was happening.  My granddaughter did also.  Because of my little granddaughter and her mother, I decided to stay.  In any moment from the passing out twice, I could have not returned to this form.  In this present period in their  life, they believe they really need me and at their conscious state, they do.  I Am so glad I chose to stay.  When I looked in deeper, I realized that I was not ready to leave.  It is evident by my presence in this moment.  I am singing all my notes.  Not one  note  will be left unsung.  Woo Hoo...

On Saturday, April 10, 2010, I ran the practice 1/2 marathon.  My, what a day.  I did finish the run.  Actually rain 3 hours and 15 minutes.  This included the water and potty stops.  This form had never been driven that far.  The groin muscle in my right leg felt as though it had been punished.  I could barely walk, but got through the day.  I am so grateful and thankful to this body for taking the heat.  Thank you again.  So now there is the sore groin muscle and the blisters on my left foot. My, did I really want to run that much?  I wanted the experience so I had to be ready for the consequences that would follow.

Through this all I am recalling how to just remain open and love.  Take nothing for granted at any time.  Life is precious and a beautiful gift.  I say let's cherish it all ...no attachments...enjoy the experience in the moment!

Well, I have talked for a while today. Peace, Love & Joy to all humanity. I Am sending Light and Love to all willing to receive and not receive. And So It Is!  And So I Let It Be!.  Live and Let Live.

Amen!

New Journey Experience

Hi Beautiful :

On November 30, 2009, I decided to attend a meeting at Runners World about participating in the 13.1 mile run in Oklahoma City, OK in April 2010.  My purpose for attending the meeting was for training to run in the Tulsa Run in 2010.  After the meeting, I decided, yes I am willing  to do this.  I am doing this purely for the fun of it.  No goal or special time to finish....just for the love of enjoying!

December 12, 2009, was the first day to start training at Veteran's Park in Tulsa, OK.  It was windy, overcast skies and 37 degrees!  These were ingredients to "stay in bed" at 7:45am in the morning.  I am grateful and thankful to be a part of this adventure.

I have met some beautiful people and loving the experience.  Through this experience, I am receiving lessons of love to recall.  This is also being done in my piano classes.  My, I waited on decade number 5 to truly start Living Fully.  How wonderful for me.

I have not decided if I am going to participate in the Oklahoma City's half marathon in April 2010.  When it happens, I will know.

Peace, Love, Joy to All,

Rosa

Loving My Trip

For the first time in  this life I took an "alone" trip to Eureka Springs, AR (November 13-15).  All the years I have been in Oklahoma, I had not been to Eureka Springs.  This was the most beautiful weekend trip, with myself, I have ever had.

I stayed at the Tall Pine Cabins in the hills.  How breath taking.  Communing with nature was magnificient.  I also met a friend right in front of the cabin....I named it, "Great One."  It is a tall pine tree with a curve in it's form.  How loving.  I hugged the tree each day receiving and giving such energy to the other.

I had lunch at Cafe Soleil.  Great vegetarian meal with superb customer service.  Then a trip to the down town area.  Such fun.  Everything was perfect....just as I visioned.

I did much meditating, praying and comtemplating with Self.  I now realize that everything that I need, want or desire.....I Am, right now.  Yes, I am all that there is, was and will ever be.  Life is choice.  There is nothing we must do.  We "choose" to experience things in this thing called "Life."  So, if I choose to live out the rest of this human incarnation, without a mate, a bigger house, etc.. it is wonderfully all right.  How freeing.

I released a lot of "trash" that I have been holding on to for years.  I allowed the "trash" to go back into the nothingness from which it came.  I am still releasing, and it is All GREAT!

I say, "Yes" to the Universe and surrender to the ALL Knowing Power that resides within.  I am guided by Spirit in all thoughts, words and actions.  Yes, I am in "heaven" now!

I am so thankful and grateful to be present in this moment.  Life is Great and I am thankful for the gift.

Until next time, Peace, Love, Joy, Beauty, Order and Grace.

Cabin # 18 in Tall Pines