What I Am Feeling Right Now!

Good Morning Lovely Lady:

What an interesting week this has been.  On Monday morning up and at it for attendance to the 7:28am Solstice celebration at my good friends home, The Braceys.  Now, I knew from Sunday that my car a/c went south on me.  I am thinking maybe it needs freon, but no, it needed so much more.  There is was blockage going on in the a/c.  When all repairs were done, by 5:30pm, the bill came to a grand total of $700.29.  OMG, why did this happen?  Rather than asking why this happened to me on my humanly budget, I have had to change to, What is the meaning of this incident?  What character of God is trying to emerge through me as me?

Knowing I did not want to place that amount on the card which is way over the limit I am comfortable with.  There is a deep meaning to what happened.  Where do I go from here?

Sometimes I ask myself, why me? this is not fair? where am I going to get the funds to pay for this?  When are more funds going to come in for me?  Why am I not having the number of closings that would take some of the heat off?  why am I not having closings every month?  did I wish to be out of a job to end up in a career that I do not get paid every month?  At times, I am totally confused on this God thing in being my provider.  I was not placed here to struggle, I came here to share my talents, gifts and skills with the world.  Does it not make it less stressful to do these things when one is comfortable in income.  The focus is "strong" on the things I agreed to do here rather than wondering when will be my next closing.  Yes, sometimes I take on the feelings of being a "victim."  Where do we go from here, Spirit?  Change your attention and focus on your intentions.

What must I become to realize that I am unlimited abundance, wealth, riches, and prosperity?  It has nothing to do with the dead presidents called "money" on the world level.  It is something way beyond and filled with greatness.  It is a knowing that I am all of the things I just said in this paragraph.  This is my vision to realize, to feel, know, understand, believe and receive all the gifts of the Universe.  That all these gifts are always available to me right now!  I am now calling them all forth into expression in this very moment!  And So It is...Amen.  I am speaking these words, but it must be an assurance and knowing that it is so!  Where do we go from here, Spirit through this vessel as this vessel?  I am waiting for the answer already within to surface to the center of my being!  And So It is.  And So I let it be!  Amen....

I must be having a change of consciousness because I am beginning to notice that situations are not strangling me as I once allowed them to.  I am seeing more of an observer from within, looking to the outside....

I had a great run on Thursday morning at 5:30am with a nice group of ladies who are in my run pace group.  Beautiful weather.  Sweet temperature!

Here we are at Friday, June 25, 2010.  Ms. Lula, Ms Brenda and I are taking a trip to the Dallas, TX area for Dan & Sherry son's wedding on Saturday.  We are leaving early Saturday morning.  This will be a good outing.  Yes, I must trust the great Divine.  There is nothing else.  Yes, I am placing my trust in the hands of the Creator of ALL things.  Everything is already in place and already done.  Embracing the Trust and Patience that I am whether I can see or not....God is All there is....  And So It Is....Amen.

Wipe the tears away.  Blow your nose.  Go out and cease the day!  I am Loving You Always!  Thank you, Grandmother, Rose...

The GREAT AWAKENING

Great Morning Lovely;

All is well with the Soul of this vessel.

After all this time, things are really beginning to gel.  Speaking things and being those things are two (2) different things.  I am sure I sound insane, but becoming insane to regain the  "sanity" was a must.  It is a beautiful journey even with the ups and downs because these are the teachers of this vessel.  How sweet!

Today I am choosing to embrace Love in "any form it shows up today." Yes, God is an awesome God It reigns from heaven to earth it lives within all things.  Yes, God is awesome.
Right on time.....Right on time....God is Always....Right on time!  I had to surrender in order to receive all the greatness that has Always been available to me.  Yes, oh Universe....thy are the who I Am.  Right here and Right Now!    Ooo  Wee!
Light and Love to all Creation.  May all your days be as beautiful as you create them.  Yes, I am  being Patient and Trusting all that is.
Life is unfolding in such a Perfect way.  Come forth into expression, Oh Life within this vessel.  I am welcoming all that You are within the vessel. And So It Is....And So I Let It Be!  AMEN....


Lovely day girlie!